No mood

When was the last time that I last blog? Err.. should be more than a month. It was an hour past midnight now and I still can't sleep. Recently, my mood swings up and down like roller coaster. No mood in doing anything. What's wrong with me? At work is even worst, I can't concentrate at all. Thanks for everyone who torture with my temper and I feel so guilty about that.

Next month will be my 2nd appointment for HDB, which mean I will be getting my new home keys on that day. Exciting? Happy? Frustrating? Disappointing? Sad? Worries? I am totally clueless what is my feeling now. Past two weeks, I had meet up with my ID, discussing about the quotation and design for my resale flat. Can't believe that renovation costs so much nowadays. The quote is so much higher that what I expected. Why didn't I save more in the past, so regret now. Most of the designs that I wanted, can't fit into this floor plan. If I am not a perfectionism, I think I wouldn't have all these bad nights.